I would have sounded redundant if I talked about college, the fuss and fun of it, and my everyday traffic dilemma all over again. I think I'm going to talk about the more serious things in life. Don't worry, I'm not going to talk about the trash Philippine politics because everything on TV's about it and that's the constant conversational topic of my block. You can just go to Casaa Food Center and hear our informal debates and unconventional conversations (e.g. if time only exists in our minds or does it really exist, critiques of GMA and ABS-CBN's broadcasting, yada yada.) We're journalists, y know (at least promising ones), so let it pass.
What more can I say when almost everyone I know in the blogging world is having fun and getting the best tan in college? What else can I describe if everyone's describing the great times they're having? Yes, it's fun and yes, it's so full of adventure - something we've all been waiting for since summer started. And I'm so glad everyone's at it but lemme think of something different for now ...
How about this?
I've been thinking about something missing. I think there is and I think what's missing happens to be important. I cannot say that I feel complete here in college. Not that my high school girlfriends aren't with me and it's not that I forgot to wear my bra. It's something else, y know. I think, inside, there's a little voice whispering to me that I can do something; that being in college and studying shouldn't be all there is in our lives.
It's not enough to join orgs to meet friends, learn lessons, and have alcoholic binges once in while. It's not sufficient that we go home everyday and laugh with the family. I don't think it's enough even if we go to Church every Sunday and pray before we sleep. I believe that there's more we can do to life than that and we can start now ... but what is it?
Of course I know the answer, I just like to leave you wondering.